Its four o’clock in the morning, and I wrote this because I can’t sleep. I don’t care if you think it’s good, I just wrote it because I wanted to.


im in a place where no one should be
im in a place where there’s nothing to see.

im in a place where you cant die
suicide is not an option so dont even try.

everything is hot, everything is cold
everything is done, its all starting to unfold.

everyone is a liar, everyone is a cheat
its as if their hearts were made of concrete.

there’s nothing left for you to take
you keep stealing cause your a fake.

please forgive me for what I’ve said
we both know you want me dead.

i pull out my gun, and aim it at my head,
thinking ill be fine, after i inject the lead.

nothing to lose, nothing to gain
all i need is a bullet in my brain.

pulled the trigger and the gun went off.
nothing happened, i should have been sent off.

why aren’t I dead, why am i still alive
i should of blown out , my internal drive

then I realized im already in hell
so there isn’t much farther that i could have fell.

so now im stuck here nowhere to go
as i watch you leave, i lose my glow

i say goodbye one last time,
all i could say was this stupid rhyme.




-me